Thursday, October 26, 2006
I was running around happily in dreamland last night.
Suddenly my mobile vibrated and 'the apple of my eye' ringtone started playing.
A message recieved. It was 2 in the morning.
2 messages to be exact. I guessed I did not relise when I recived the 1st message.
One from a guy friend.
Another from Jolene.
Poor darling. Jolene must have been having a terrible time over there. She is worrying too much about SPM that she actually messaged me at 2 in the morning..
Urh. I was feeling half drowsy and my brain was stuck between somewhere near dreamland and realityland. And I replied her message trying to make her feel better. I don't think it helped. I was never good giving advises. =.=" But atleast I did try.
Okay. Now that I am wide awake. I AM WORRIED ABOUT SPM!!!! Im SCAREDscaredScaredScaredScaredSCaredsScaredSraces
ScaredScaredskate... Skate..urh.. where was I again? Right.. SCARED.
I am running out of time .
20 more days left. I can't breath..*suffocating suffocating* I need oxygen.. OXYGEN..I can't breath... *breath in breath out* ..... Can't run away from it. I can hear my own heartbeat. Faster than ever. Cant avoid SPM. Have to go through.
I'm just afraid I'll regret at the end of the day.
For not putting any effort in my studies.
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feel the magical essence...# ;
