Even When Gods Are Blind

Melawati high Prom night 2006

2006-12-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

Okay. Here are some huge ass photos of myself. Camwhoring after Prom night. I will post up more photos after I get back because I'm currently in Penang. This stupid computer doesnt have photoshop. Ish. Kenot edit liao lo.

Prom night the other day was all right. It wasn't a total failure but wasn't exactly a success either. Wasn't my ideal prom night anyway. The food was all right. Some malay girl I know bout I forgot her name brought the exact same dinner bag as I did. MNG stuff is so comman. The dancing was pretty fun until my foot started to hurt so badly because my heels were killing me. Everytime I dance, my dress kept falling. Boobs not big enough la.

Me."Shit la. My dress keep falling!"
Alisya." I know! me too! My dress keep falling."
June." My dress Keeps falling."
Amylia."My dress is falling too!"

Okay. Its not my boob's fault. Its the stupid dress. Each time we dance we've gotta like pull it up and stupidly start adjusting the boobs on the dance floor. Stupid la. Moral of the story, please buy dress with strips next time.
Everyone looked stunning. I looked stupid. as usual. June got voted as the best dressed girl that night with her beautiful chinese fan like earings and a 500 bucks dress. Yannick was voted as melawati 2006 prom king. And I dun even know who is the girl who got the prom queen title. ngeh. Too lazy to type anymore. I'm sure Jo or June or Tsing or Graeme or Choo will update more. Go read their blogs la! ciaoz.

A day of cheers.

2006-12-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

SPM finally ended yesterday with Pendidikan Seni Visual as my last paper! *cheers*
No more uniforms. No more school shoes. No more rules. I'm definitely going to miss everything. Miss everyone!

Okie. So I'm having a terrible mood swing these few days. Don't ask me why. I have my own reasons.
After my last paper. I packed along my casual clothes. Walked over to Nina's place. Watch a bit of My Girl ( korean series). Got myself all changed. Texted Ash askin him to hurry up.
Nina and me ended up waiting for him as he took ages to get ready.
Took a cab. Headed to Ampang Point. Played pool at cueball.
It feels great to play pool again after so long. Nina suggested we go watch movie at KLCC.
Ended up watching 'one miss call final'. It was excellent! I manage to overcome my fear and watched that horrer movie. It was more like a thriller than a horror movie la.
Ash had to leave early cause he had some kinda IMPORTANT job to do. So he ditched us.
After movies we headed home. My parent fetched me from Nina's place and headedto Kajang where we had satay for dinner.

The end.

Hate. Miss. To-do.

2006-12-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking pissed.
I hate it when someone forces me to do something I hate.
I hate it when I have to repeat myself more than twice.
I hate it when I don't get what I want.
I hate it. I hate it. I hate myself.
I hate it when the headache strikes.
I hate it when I don't know whats happening.

I miss Stephanie and Vivian.
I miss swimming.
I miss Nina.
I miss hanging out with Nina.
I miss Sungei Wang.
I miss jogging at G-hill.
I miss the taste of beer.
I miss Penang.

I'm in a terrible mood now. I don't wanna work this holiday.
All I wanna do is
- Sleep.
- go jogging.
- hang out with nina and stephanie.
- clear my room.
- Sit at home and enjoy boredom.
- Drink beer.
- read lots and lots of books.

Fishie's funeral.

2006-12-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

Mommie's beloved bunch of gold fishes died yesterday.
She looked as if she was about to cry.

"It's only some stupid fish la. Can buy again wan."

I told her as I'm not a big fan of fishies.

"But I've been taking care of em for more than a year."

She replied.

O.o"

So?!!
Okay. Mommie is a great mental case when it comes to gold fish. She adores them so much even though I think they eat like pigs and shit like nobody's business.

I can't believe mommie actually scooped they dead fishies out and dug a hole in the garden to bury them in it.
" Wah. Giler ah. Like real funeral only!"
Lil brat shouted from inside the house.
Mommie was humming some I-dunno-what song that is usually sung in funerals.
Nut case. Mental case. Gone case. Suit case.
She even wanted to put a cross on the lil fishies's grave. =.="

What ever it is. I was laughing my ass off when everything happened. My 1st time attending a fish funeral anyway.

*peace*

Eye trick.

2006-11-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

Let's see how human creates stuff to confuse themselves.

Which way do you think the window is facing?

It moves yah!!
Count how many balck dots are there?

Answer : NONE.

2006-11-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

Nothing In This World Video

Extra Sex Tactics. EST

2006-11-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

SPM : 3 papers DOWN and 7 and a half more to go.

Did I just catch your attention? hah!!!
this proves that the word SEX is defnitely more powerful than the word SCIENCE.
Since there is no specific book or chapter to read for EST,
I might as well create my own theory and revise it here.

The oh-so-smart Malaysian Government is changing the Maths and Science in English, and thus they created this subject called EST, English for Science and Technology specially for those who are still learning Maths and Science in Bahasa Melayu.

I tell you hor. The stupidity of this subject is undeniable. No actual text book. No actual guidence. And even the poor teacher is lost. I gain nothing from this subject.

EST.
Eat Sleep Talk - Exaclty what we do in class doing that particular subject.
Extra Sex Tactic - Righhttt.. I would be more interested in SEX than SCIENCE. ^^
Extremely.Stupid.Test - Okay.. That explains alot!!
Excel in Sex Theory - Hurmss.. the goverment should consider my opinion seriously tho..
Extra Sex Techniques - Porno class sounds better than Pn. Soleha Din's boring subject.
Entertainment with Sex Thought - indeed very entertaning. hehehe...
Enhance Stupidity Technique- It really does make us stupid-ddeeerrrr.

talk cock man..bottom line.. EST is a screwed up subject..
SO hard to score summo. ishhh..

Dot.Dot.Dot.Pookie

2006-11-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Polka Dot .Polka Dot .Polka Dot .Polka Dot

They drive me high...
I finally got my BABY polkie dottie bag!!
So happy can die!! =p
Mommie didn't want to buy the bag for me because she claimed that polka dots make her dizzy.

" But I really like it!! "

I shouted and threw a Bitch fit in the shop.
The sales girl was giggling all the way. *daym malu can die. But I don't care*
I refused to get out of the shop until mommie buys it for me.
And yeah! As usual I won the game. Mommie gave in. =)

awww..Isn't it just so adorable? =) believe it or not. I stayed up till 3a.m to stare at it until I went dizzy. Eveything I see became polka dottie-ish. =.="

I even bought a polka dot matching earing!! weeeeeeeeeeee......

I'm a happy girl. *smiles*

Public Lips.

2006-11-02T08:26:00.000+08:00

Tsing called me the PUBLIC LIPS cause I kissed her and a few other girls.
=.="
I still can't get over it.
watafak!!
Public lips = Public phone. No difference. What an insult.
hahaha.. Anyway, I manage to persuade Tsing to join the PUBLIC LIPS club.
So, welcome to the club yo slut!! LOL! =)
I think I need to get a biodata book soon and start asking every single friend of mine to fill it up since I'm going to leave high school soon. I'm so going to miss everyone.

I want that red polka dot bag I saw the other day SO SO SO much!!! Mommie promised me to bring me go get it but it rained yesterday so I'm going to go get MY BABY today!!! Finally...

I feel like eating chicken's feet now. I'm obssesed with chicken feet especially the one from that dim sum shop I eat always. *Drool* Call me gross. I don't care. I am weird and I have the weirdest taste and way of eating ever. You have a problem with that?!

Later.........

The cute guy.

2006-10-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

I woke up early this morning.
Got ready for church.
During mass,
I spotted a CUTE GUY.
I was staring at THE CUTE GUY the whole time.
I don't remember blinking my eyes. oO"
HE IS SO CUTE!! so comel can die!!
I couldn't stop telling mommie and lil brat how CUTE he is!!
(dang! Adeline I know you are reading this blog. so just shutup and dun tell daddy all right!)
I couldn't take my eyes off him.
To my worst horror,
I spotted A RING on his middle finger!!!
Middle finger summo!!!! My whole world came crashing down.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
Don't tell me he is taken. *sobs*

I was so dissappointed and told Jolene about it..
She was being so suppostive. *smiles*.

"Nevermind nevermind... havent married.. you also wearing a ring la.. apela.. Its fashion fashion.."

Fashion..RIGHT!! I wear a ring all the time but it doesn't mean I'm taken right? right? right? hehehe.. I HOPE IT IS JUST A FASHION STATEMENT. =) futhure more he is not married yet.. *I think* hahaha..

Okay, I gotta run for Acap's open house now! I shall think about THE CUTE GUY all the time and dance till dawn!! ^^

Aminah dot com

2006-10-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Don't read if you are not interested. It's crappy.
Today Jolene came over to my place AGAIN.
After a tad of studying, we decided to go Jusco to try out the newly open Old Town cafe.
We had to walk from my place to the LRT station.
On the way, there was this Arabian guy popped out from god knows where.
I always have this phobia whenever I see some foreign man walking near me.
I though he was going to snatch our bags or something so I cling tight to my bag la!!!

Suddenly he turned back and started talking to us.
Jolene ditched me and walked a lil faster leaving me behind with that god-knows who la..
He started the converstation. It went something like this.

Guy: where do you live?
Me : Erk.. here? (takkan wanna tell him my address kan?)
Guy: Do you know where I live?
Me : * do I look like I even give half a fug?!* No.
Guy: (pointed at a restaurant) see that? behind it is a house.
Me : Yea. * tho I don't see no shit*
Guy: You know ELIAS?
Me : yea.
Guy: I live there with him.
Me : Ok. * I daym layan ok*
Guy : What is your name?
Me : erk.. * a bit reluctant to tell*
Guy : My name is RIZAL. (no wait. I forgot his name but its something like that la). Is your name like Aminah?
Me : Michelle (AMINAH??!! no offence la.. but the name like so kampung-ish can or not?!! Kenot give any nicer name?!!)
Guy : But that is a french name.
Me : Its my name.
Guy : You have a mobile phone? number?
Me : NO. ( think i so stupid to give ah?)
Guy : why not? every woman has one.
Me : I don't . Parents dun let. ( Hey! c'mon its okay if it is a white lie.)

He even asked if Jolene is my sister. JOLENE AND ME?? SISTERS?!!! holy-molly!!! But I bullshitted and told him Jolene is my half sister. He belived.
After a short converstation he said good bye and left us.

Jolene was laughing her ass off.. * not funny okay*

Jo : should have gave him some crapy name right?
Me: I know! brain jammed! can't think of any! I wanted to tell him my name is NINA!!
Jo : You know who is ELIAS ke?
Me: Huh? Nope. who is ELIAS?
Jo : Then why when he asked if u knew who ELIAS was you sed YES?
Me : I did? ohh..He asked so I simply say yes la.. I wasnt even listening. ^^

I'm always so blur.I find it so farneee.. Aproached us just to make a fool out of himself? BRILLIANT IDEA.
hahaha.. He gave me a stupid AMINAH name which means I looked like a malay to him. tsk. I need fair and lovely.

So we proceed to Old town cafe and the coffee was excellent but the "ice fire something Bun" wasnt too yummy. And I have a whole list of stuff to buy!!! 3 shorts. A belt. A bag.
BUT WHERE IS THE MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!!????

p/s : I love running in the rain with Jolene =p

Suffocating moments.

2006-10-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

I was running around happily in dreamland last night.
Suddenly my mobile vibrated and 'the apple of my eye' ringtone started playing.

A message recieved. It was 2 in the morning.
2 messages to be exact. I guessed I did not relise when I recived the 1st message.
One from a guy friend.
Another from Jolene.

Poor darling. Jolene must have been having a terrible time over there. She is worrying too much about SPM that she actually messaged me at 2 in the morning..
Urh. I was feeling half drowsy and my brain was stuck between somewhere near dreamland and realityland. And I replied her message trying to make her feel better. I don't think it helped. I was never good giving advises. =.=" But atleast I did try.

Okay. Now that I am wide awake. I AM WORRIED ABOUT SPM!!!! Im SCAREDscaredScaredScaredScaredSCaredsScaredSraces
ScaredScaredskate... Skate..urh.. where was I again? Right.. SCARED.
I am running out of time .

20 more days left. I can't breath..*suffocating suffocating* I need oxygen.. OXYGEN..I can't breath... *breath in breath out* ..... Can't run away from it. I can hear my own heartbeat. Faster than ever. Cant avoid SPM. Have to go through.

I'm just afraid I'll regret at the end of the day.
For not putting any effort in my studies.

Sell La Mat Hairy Rare Yea.

2006-10-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

Lil brat came down and walked towards me where I was happily watching TV this morning with a 'tudung' on her head.

"walao. siao arh?!!! What happened?!! Become malay adi izzit?"
"Today raye wat... Must wear like them."
Her own brilliant theory.

NINA NINA NINA!!! I miss Nina so much. After talking to her on the phone for a couple of hours yesterday I'm missing her even more now!! I've not been spending much time with her.. *sobs*
SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone!
Maaf zahir dan batin. Ampunkan segala dosa daku selama ini dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki..
*peace out*

I woke up.

2006-10-23T08:42:00.000+08:00

Whenever I'm feeling unhappy.
I stare at colours. Colours make me happy.
I take photos. Photos make me happy.
I try out every single outfit in my wardrobe. Clothes make me happy.
I'm feeling real horrible inside right now.
Something I wanted for a long time flew away without leaving a note.

I teared as every moment passed by.

My kingdom fell apart.

Now it has return after a long time.

I woke up from my beautiful dream. To face the cruel reality.
I've learned not to appreciate it anymore.

This time.

Sweet has turned into sour.

The taste of revenge melts like a candy in my mouth.

I've made up my mind...

Festival of Lights

2006-10-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

Shangari invited me to her open house. Here are some pictures. Did not take much. And oh. My dad set the kitchen on fire this morning and I got the blame. How unfair is that?!! grrrrrr.. back to topic.

My school mates.

Nicky and I at Shangari's place. It was fun there. Got eye candy!! =p

Next, I went over to Anusha's place since she invited me to her place too. *dang I'm popular!!* wakaka.. ignore me.. I was just kidding =)

A combination of Michelle and her camera plus a bunch of girls will always turn out to be a camwhoring session...

Jojo and Mich. AGAIN.

Mich. Jojo. Anusha

Jo enjoys getting raped. lol.. Last but not least. The lovey dovey couple. June & Choo!!!! I was doubting whether to post this picture but finally did!!! hehe.. You are welcome June and Choo.. =p

P/s: They wanted me to be their camera man. So I told em to pose accordingly. And taa-daa.. not bad wut..

THANKS EVERYONE!!

My life. My way.

2006-10-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

Tsing came over again yesterday.
Everytime I go. "Hey, Tsing is here!"
The reply, "Make ups and camwhoring again?"
Okay, we so did not camwhore. strictly no camwhoring for us this time.
We STUDIED konon.

We ordered pizza for lunch.
As usual I was eating and yakking so much with mouth full of food till the whole world falls apart.

" Eh eat properly can onot?"

"whats wrong with the way I eat?"

Right. So Tsing was complaning how UNGIRLY I am. The was I eat wrong. The way I sit wrong and God knows what else..
Bottom line. I'm a whole mistake.

FOR HEAVEN GOD'S SAKE!!!

I am at my own home!!!! Futhermore there is no CUTE GUY I want to impress!! Why should I control till bits??!!
I can eat the FUGLIEST way I want to.
I can scream the STUPIDEST way I want to.
I can sit the most UNPOLITE way I want to.
I can spin and dance like a PHYSCO girl the way I want.
I can sing and shout my lungs out even if I have the voice of a TOAD!!
Who cares?

Yes I know it is basic table manners and attitude. But still...I really don't find any reason why I shoulld act politely at my own home? oh c'mon.. Don't tell me you cross your legs like a princess when you are sitting on the couch watching TV?? Don't tell me you munch silently and no talking till dinner ends? Don't tell me you say polietly
"excues me please"
when your sibling blocks your way at home? Or you'll just push him or her off without saying sorry?? Don't tell me you don't throw a bitch fit when u are angry? Or do you talk in a prper manner even if u are angry?
I'm just being honest.

Dreamy land.

2006-10-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

Right.. so where was I ? Oh yea. Lost in the galaxie.
Long time no blog. Please forgive me if I start crapping as I left my brain in the fridge. Every cock I talk might not make sense. Complete nonsense.
So yeah. Back to topic.

I don't want to talk about SPM. Not good for health.
Yay!! HOLIDAY IS STARTING TOMORROW!!!!! *double yay!*
Well, I'm not exactly excited about it. I skip school practically everyday so everday is like a holiday to me. Not much of a difference actually. But YAY! anyway.
Deepavali is on Saturday. I can't wait to go over to Shangari's place to meet someone. *winks* Then I shall go over to Anusha's place to celebrate Deepavali. Free food here I come!!

I've been doing a bit.. NO NO.. alot... of thinking lately.

I think come, think go, I think no road.

I want to be a millionaire!!!!
But here comes the billion dollar question.
HOW?

Road one : Study hard. Be a nerd. Get a good job. Earn big cash.
But..... I'm not smart enough. too lazy.. too impossible.. But I'll have to wait. By the time I get rich I'm like what? 80 years old?!!!! what am I going to do with the money? Bring it into the grave? *sigh*

Road two : Get married to some rich old man.
Righhhtttt... OLD MAN? I'll marry him and kill him on the first night of our marraige. I'll inherit his multibillion throne. *muahahhaha* But again, I'm not pretty nor hot nor sexy enough to seduce any old hag. *dammit*

Road three : Rob a bank.
I wish!! A fast way to become a millionaire and also the fastest way to end up in jail. *bah!* forget it.

Road four : Cheat the rich.
Good idea! Please leave your details and your phone number in the chatter box so that I can cheat you. Please make sure you are rich enough to get cheated. hahaha (who will be such a fool to let me cheat him or her?)

Road four : Sell pirated DVDs and drugs.
I'm a good girl. Say No to drugs! say NO to piracy. how?

Righttttt.. So when can I get rich?!!!! how can I get rich?!

kaki kerja = Leg job.

2006-10-09T14:21:00.000+08:00

Okay.. So here I am sitting infront of the computer blogging while SPM is just days away.
Somebody kill me please. Thank you.

Feels like I have not been to school for a very very long time. It is either because the school gave us a break or I'm just too lazy to get my ass moving for school. =)

So I've finally decided to go to school today.
And I've learned something new...
Not my fault okay!! I was just an innocent girl sitting at my corner trying hard to concentrate on my studies but those guys came by and started talking cock. As usual, it is all about sex.

If were u ask me.

"Do you know what a blow job is?"
I'll answer confidently and proudly . YES.

" A hand job?"
YES.

" A leg job?"
NO.

What on earth?? I didn't know LEG JOB exist!!! Goodness gracious.. *call me stoopid*. For all you know someone might come up with a new 'job' next time. Ear job? Hair job? Neck job?

No wait. Don't tell me they all already exist?!! =.="
Being so innocent, I actually asked how a leg job is done.
And of course they all got so excited and started explaining every single detail without hesitation till I got all GROSSED out. *bluek*

And I love Harish's quote MOST!!!

If you see an fugly gal with a hawt body......

"COVER THE FACE AND SCREW THE BASE "

LMFAO... He is such a meanie. A potential rapist.

Camwhore-ing

2006-10-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

Tsing came over to my place yesterday.
We were supposed to 'STA-DEE'.
But ended up doing something else.
We decided to go CAMWHORE-ING!!!!!
Fake eye lashes. Makeups. A camera. Dresses. Lets do the trick!

Me.Tsing. I love her.

Tsing's Favorite shot.

My favorite shot.

I love this picture. I took it.

Me. Myself and I.

Tsing is so talented in taking photos. Unlike me. *sobs*
We took so many photos.. Let me rephrase.. TOO MANY photos.
We had so much fun!!! I did ajak Jojo along but she FFK me!! heh!!
Tsing was so horny! She drives me HIGH!!!! Love ya babe!!

Becoming a CAMWHORE is so much fun!! No wonder Graeme got addicted to it... hurmsss..
I wanna do it again!!!

Six Mad People.

2006-10-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

JoLene, Graeme, Juney, Choo, Tsing Hsieh and me.
The SIX MAD people went on an outing together as if SPM is over. *Tsk tsk tsk*
I bumped into daddy in the morning,

“Daddy, I’m going to KLCC later k?”
“Wahh.. SPM over already izzit?”
“urh.. NO.” =.=”
Damn spoil mood la. *ISH*
Anyway, we were supposed to go somewhere near Jalan Raja Chulan to have Japanese Buffet but unfortunately… we ended up eating sushi in Genki Sushi in KLCC instead. Hehe. The bill came up to 160 bucks which was consider cheap compared to the buffet which might come up to 240 bucks WITHOUT TAX and SERVICE CHARGES!! Walao.

Here goes a few pictures.

After filling our lil tummy up with sushi, we decided to go to the park instead.

Jo :" Okay, lets go to the park and take some pictures."
Me:" Har?!! taking pictures in the park? like getting married like that oni."

Everbody then gave me a oh-don't-be-silly-michelle kinda stare.

So we proceed to the park.

" I haven't been to the park for like CENTURIES!! I didn't know it was this FUN!!!"

I got over excited like a kid.

Who has the Sexiest. Biggest. Juciest. Nicest ass?
We were going around like jakuns taking pictures of everything we see..
We acted as if we were some budak kampung. Never been to KLCC before.*JAKUN-NESS* Nono. we acted like a bunch of tourist from china. hahaha.. But kenot be right. We are all so burnt black.
Kidos.
Posers.

After having fun in the park we proceed to the cinema. Watched DEVIL WEARS PARADA. I like it alot eventho I did expected a bit more from that movie. lol.

Last but not least. We ended up having a cup of tea at Coffee Bean. Urh.. I ended up kissing Jojo, Juney and Tsing. Everyone was staring at us as if we were bunch of freaks or lesbian like that. And Choo actually recoreded the whole thing down. hahaha. We had fun!!!

I miss hanging out with all of you peps!! love ya all!! XOXO

Ouch ouch ouch!

2006-10-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

A picture of my ultra-messy studying table.

I don't know what I am feeling now.
I don't feel anything.
I'm not dead.
I just don't have feelings.
No fear.No love.No pain.
No wait.
I'm feeling something.
I feel NOTHING.
Yes!
I feel EMPTY.
No wait.
I don't know......

Red polka dots

2006-09-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

I am SO obsessed with my RED POLKA DOT FLATS!!!!!! hahahahaha..
I love 'em so much !!!!! =)
It was definitely LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT when I bought 'em.
Wore 'em out today for tuition and ended up having blisters all over my feet.

*ouch*

But hack! who cares? As long as it is pretty, I don't mind going through all the pain. hehe.

Awww.. Look at 'em. Aren't they just so adorable? *melts*
Although daddy did not like it the day I brought it home.

" Eyh, why all the shoes you buy all so werid? This one like CLOWN only. I hope you will wear 'em and NOT ditch 'em like the rest of the WEIRD shoes you bought"

"Yalar yalar." * rolls eyes*

CLOWN??!! You call that a CLOWN SHOEs?!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How can you call such pretty and cute lil thing like that? Daddy is such a meanie!!! And I actually told Jojo that I like the shoes very much.

" I actually enjoy staring at my shoes you know."

Anyway, I'm going go out soon. Gonna attend a close friend's party. Here comes the biggest horrifying problem.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR LA!

Aiyar. I think I better go and dig everything out of my closet to find the right thing to wear.
Eh, Next time hor. If anyone wants to throw a party, you can always throw a 'naked party'.
Let everyone wear the birthday suit so that I don't have to crack my brains thinking of what to wear. Much easier. hehehe.

I'm a happy girl.

2006-09-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR JENISE !!!

I'm a happy girl! lalalala.. I finally LEARNED and MANAGE to edit my bloggie's template.. LOL.

"Call me dumb."

I don't care. haha. Thanks Jojo for helping and teaching oh-so-stoopid-me to edit my template!! My blog finally has a new blogskin after so LONG!! Now I owe Jojo pizza cause she helped me out.I'm so broke sumo have to belanja her. Takpe takpe. hehe..

*cheersss*

Buzzzy beeee....

2006-09-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

I've been quite busy lately. Was given the task to walk around school to take random picture of students and teachers for the school's year book - FACES OF MELAWATI-

Daym freaking tiring to walk up and down, from one block to another. I was sweating like a *pig* by the end of the day. Feeling all sticky and all. *ish* I suddenly realised that we actually have quite a HUGE school.

" If I do this everyday, I'll definitely grow thin!"

Anyway, here is a few pictures that did not manage to get into the schools magazine for all kinds of reasons...

The three of us. We wanted the prettiest picture to be in the magazine so we took almost 15 pictures until the three of us were satisfied. Call us vain. =p This picture did not make it in to the mag coz there were prettier ones.

Two clowns! Tho this picture successfully made it into the school's magazine I just wanna post it up. I think its super gedik!!!

Everytime I go.

"okay everyone.. I'm taking some photos for the magazine "faces of melawati"."

Zup zup zappppp.....Everyone will come rushing like how gals rush to the store during super mega sale liddat then POSING MAUT infront of the camera. VAIN! Vain! Vain! Vain! Vain!

Toldcha so!!! I don't get it. Aren't you suppose to look into the camera when you take a picture? But I guess Melawatians are just bunch of weirdo. They must somehow look somewhere else.... Stare into the SKY and your picture will turn out cool policy... =.=" All acting macho konon.
This picture did not make it into the mag coz the teacher told us to cancel it off.

" ah, gambar yang nih tolong buangkan. Rambut
panjang panjang nih jangan masokkan magazine. Memalukan name skola je. Kena jaga nama baik skola la!"

hahaha. Poor dudes.. Susah susah posing tapi x jadi masok. Melawati is a school with such terrible discipline. Even my tuition teacher once told me so.

" Your school is such a SCREWED UP school la."
"huh? How come? My skul okay wut."
" Ha Ha Ha. The school with the worst discipline. If one of the student shoots another student with a gun, I'm sure everyone will just look and walk off. The teacher wun even give a daym."
"urh.... =.=""

Well.. its not exactly our fault you see. Blame the government la! Who ask them to built the school so near the Zoo Negara?? No wonder our school people are starting to act like all the animals in the zoo. Terpengaruh dengan budaya monyet dalam zoo. tsk tsk tsk....

Birthday bash

2006-09-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MISS WY LYN-SWEETIE & Mr. ALVIN DO YOU SEE EE LIANG?

Among all the prezzie I actually like this card the most!! from Joe to Alvin...

Taa-daa.. Hit the gym often Mr. See and you'll definitely get your DREAM super built up body cum boobies.. hehe.. p/s: notice the chilly sauce.. Alvin is SMOKING HAWT !!!!!! for once =p*smack* there goes the birthday cake.. all over Alvin's face. Padan muke!!! Bet you gonna have lotsa pimples by tomorrow....

Ken Jon a.ka KJ :: His ambition is to become a walking tissue box to serve the people.. some what like Mother Theresa's job... lol..
Jolene's comment on this picture " our new tissue box. innovative right?"

Wy Lyn the birthday gal !!! And Poh Yei The becok Gal in blue.. wooppsss.. She self-claimed leng lui.. hurmssss.. you judge. =p
THE LENG LUISSSSS!! mE. Tsing tsing. Jojo Boink. =p

Swee and Lammie .The love birds. Doing their own business all day long. (ahaks. dun think serong)
Treasure hunt..Can You spot Jojo boink? omigosh!! can only see her stupid middle finger.. tsk tsk.. bad bad,, someone should educate kids now days...

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.. a gorgeous prezzie from Joe to Wy Lyn. Dammit. I want oso!!!!

Party was great altho it was a last minute thingy. Pizza was yummy altho everyone was fighting for it. Cake was delicious but it was smashed all over the place. Great party. We had fun.

Dig me a Darn grave

2006-09-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

14 days down and ONE more to go!!
Let's do the 'she bangs' dance!!
*ouh yea.. she bangs she bangs*
Can't believe I manage to go through 15 days of horror and pure pain!

Imagine going through so many sleepless nights.
The 1st few things I do after getting home from school :
Bath
Makan
Watch bawang putih and bawang merah series. ( Not a watch is not a day!)

The rest of it is STUDY STUDY STUDY.
*sien*
Force and force myself to read even if nothing goes into my brain.Just so that I feel more secured and that I can sleep soundly that night.

My life became a bit tipsy.
Upside down.

Going to bed as early as 8p.m without dinner and waking up as early as 3a.m to study.Bad idea.

I'll be cursing every morning, cuddling myself in a bundle in my blanket.

Sitting on my cold chair trying hard to study.Sneezing and blowing my nose, piling up a whole mountian high of used tissue.

Books scattered all over the place as if I am studying hard to obtain my PhD or something.

The next thing I know,

Omigosh!!!

I have HORRIFIYING panda eyes @.@

I have HUMONGOUS pimples popping out my face!!!

Not good not good.Otakku sudah tepu!!

After trials, I must really celebrate...

Jojo, graeme.. Joms go sushi buffet yea!!!

Loving Me.

2006-09-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

SIX WEIRD THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.

[1.] I find it entertaining to observe other people's actions and dressing.

[2.] Reading the newspaper is the first thing I do everytime I get home from school.

[3.] I need excatly 8 hours of sleep. Not more. Not less.

[4.] I go everywhere wearing my flip flop. Including shopping.

[5.] I can't stare into someone's eyes.

[6.] I change my clothes atleast 3 times before finding the right clothes to wear out.

Su Ann tagged me.

I shall tag everyone from lil chickas.

Past and future.

2006-09-15T13:59:00.000+08:00

If only add maths was as easy as that..

Tired of studying.. My thoughts wonders around and I finally came up with some theory.
Lets see..
When I was three life WAY WAY WAY cool-er.
This is how I define ...

HISTORY
Then- Something that I learned after writing my own diary. That is MY history. Why bother about other people's history?
Now- Why Rentap went running round and round Sarawak. Why stupid people fight over a river.

BIOLOGY
Then- All I remembered was mommy's tummy getting bigger and bigger each day and the next thing I knew Lil brat came out from there. I eat when I'm hungry and I pee when I feel like it.
Now- How a tiny lil sperm and ovum produced that Annoying Lil thing that I call sister.

ADD MATHS
Then- 1 +1=2.. It was a very important thing to learn how to count so that you will get the same amount of sweets as you siblings or friends.
Now- No idea how to apply it in our daily life. I guess it just makes our life more miserable.

CHEMISTRY
Then- Mommie!!! My milo not enough sweet so add some more sugar looo..
Now - Ibu, Tolong masukkan natrium klorida ke dalam masakan. Just call that god damn thing GARAM la for god's sake!!!

PHYSICS
Then- I see a boat floating. I see an airplane fly. I call it miracle. I want to be like superman Now - Daya tujahan. Daya seretan. Daya angkat. Daya this Daya that. Daya everywhere. Old Mc Albert Enstein had a physics lab ei-a-ei-a-oooooo..

What is the difference? Why study so much? My name was Michelle when I was 3 years old and my name will still be Michelle even when I am 80 years old even if I don't study so much, no?

But again.. I'm still sane.I know Knowledge is the key to success. So from now on everyone should not complain. Gain knowlegde peolpe and don't gain weight.

Woohooo... I manage to go through the deadly week and still remain alive!! =) 3 More days of exam to go!! I need more sleep.... Sleep.. sleep.. sleep.. I'm gonna miss my flight to dreamland if I don't go now! Tata~~~

Biology is god's curse.

2006-09-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

* FUCK *

I don't meant to curse.. but really kenot tahan liao. Bio paper was freaking "easy".. It was so "easy" that I closed my eyes and manage to answer all the questions. heh!! Hello.. "easy" means superb duperd extremely tough okay!!

This was what happened just now.
1st I flipped open my paper.
Reads 1st (a) question.. urh.. writes 1st answer.. (.. okay.. still steady steady)
Move on to question (b).. crap.. dunno how to do.. But nvm.. still got summo questions to go..
Moves on to (c).. die die.. kenot do already.. Skips whole question .
Flip to page two..
Reads question 2.. shit.. kenot even understand the whole question. Excuse me.. What you want la Mr. Question??!!!!!
Flips again..
Reads again.. Don't know how to answer stilll
Flips again..
die die die....

*freaking out*

" how come I donno how to do?!!!!"

Looks up and stares at other people. Need to check if I am the only stupid one.
*freaking out kuasa dua*

"Everyone look so calm..How come it feels like I am the
only one flippling the pages none stop?"

*feels daym kan cheong adi*
I felt stupid.
I was flipping the whole paper and could hardly answer any of the question or more like understand any of it.
Flip.. flip...flip..
taram..tembak..taram..
Try thinking.. but nothing seems to make sense. jammed.
I swear half of what I wrote was pure Bull-crappy-shitty..
Can cry weh..
I shouldn't have stayed up studying and reading last night.. daym waste my time only.. cheh..
Add maths here I come!!!!!!

I should not end up like this for SPM man...

Trials kills.

2006-09-11T11:07:00.000+08:00

I had my neigbour over at my place last night. He often comes over to my place for fun. We chat over everything. We used to be classmates back then when I was in primary4. Sitting beside him all day long was like hell. We fight over everything from pencils to everything esle fight-able. I still rermeber separating our tables after fights and making stupid rules like his stuff must not cross over my table and all.hahaha.. kidos.. It is so weird that as we grow up we eventually became close friends. We were suppose to study together but he ended up exploring my room.

Anyway, I am having my Biology trials tomorrow. *Fug*. I am not ready as always. This week I will be going through hell. Four bloody science subjects in a row can definitely kill me. p/s:after trials everyone is invited to my funeral. hahaha. The feeling of going through this exam is like being locked up in a cage and unable to runaway. Kenot run kenot avoid. Forced to go through it even if its bad. Sigh. I'll just close my eyes tight , go into the exam hall, write out some useless piece of crap and get out of the hall as soon as it is over. Hurmsss.. sounds easier. Wish me luck.

I grew as time passes by.

2006-09-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

Soon trials will be over.
Next comes SPM.
After that I'll have to leave high school.
I DOWAN!!
dowan! dowan! dowan!
tak mau!!! *sobs*

I still remember the good old days when I first stepped into my kindergarten and I was only 3 years old then. The picture is still so clear and fresh in my mind. Daddy send me to school that morning and he promised not to leave me until school ends. While I was busy playing with my toys daddy secretly left me and went to work. I got panicked and started crying. But it was just a while and I stopped crying and tried act brave and all infront of the other kids.

Then, year 1996 I attended a chinese medium primary school. Honestly studying in a chinese school is a horrible nightmare. I was a banana and couldn't understand or speak a word of chinese the first day I attended school. But yet I was forced to learn and soon manage to pick up my mother tongue. It was tough. I cried every morning before going to school begging daddy not to send me to shcool. Getting whack and scolding everyday and tons of homeworks made my whole enitre 6 years of life in primary school so miserable. hahaha.
After compliting my primary school education I moved on to secondary. Life was so much better and happier. I made new friends. Had such good memories with them. Phantom of the opera,drama competition,prom night, canteen day. I enjoy high school so much.
Now that I'm going to leave high school as soon as the year 2006 ends. I feel sad. My heart aches. I'm going to leave my friends. I'm going to miss school life. I'm going to miss wearing school uniforms. I'm going to miss skipping classes. I'm going to miss the yuckie canteen food. I'm going to miss the stinky toilet. I'm going to miss the stupid long hour useless perhimpunan. Im going to miss everything in high school.

But life has to move on.
The future is not ours to see.
what ever will be will be.

Porn star Vs Nerds.

2006-09-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

Guys watch porn.
It is normal.
When a guy says he only watch porn once.
He is a big fat liar.
A guy watches porn so often that he get addicted to it.
But besides satisfaction what good can porn movies give?

DEFINITELY NOT EDUCATIONAL INFOMATION.
I was talking to this guy and we were talking about the great chemistry between guys and porn. He was confessing about how often he watches porn. Being a lil curious,I asked him how often he watches porn and his answer was "every few days oni". I think he meant everyday.. haha.. And the topic went on and on.. and then suddenly ....

Me : You can't excatly poke your finger all the way
up your vagiana if you are still a virgin you know. It is just plain
gross.
Dude : eh what do you mean by when your a virgin
its plain gross to poke it in? the oni diff is the virgins hole
smaller rite?
Me: *gasp in disbelif. almost got a heart attack* NO!
If a girl is still a virgin meaning the girl still has a layer of
tissue called hymen that blocks the viginal external. If u insert the dick for
the 1st time the hymen will tear till then she is not a virgin anymore
la. ( I had to explain a long piece of crap)

Then next came the million dollar question.
Dude: whats it like...blood/?starchy?
Me: No la! its like a layer of something.
Dude: so if like i fuck a virgin my dick will get all slimy?
Me : (kenot tahan liao) NOPE!! not slimy!!! the
hyman tears and it bleeds and ur dick will be covered by blood la
u dick!!!
Dude: omg!!!!!!!!!! So disgusting!!! now i understand why some guys are scared of virgins.
Me : NO WAY!! guys r dying to get virgins.
Dude: why would i want blood over my dick?

I was speechless.
He watches porn at least once a week. Watching hot dudes fucking porn stars up and down inside out BUT YET DIDN'T KNOW THAT HYMEN EXSIT IN THE WOMAN'S BODY!!! C'mon dude, you must be kidding me. I told him to imagine this

..." let say I didn't tell you about all this virgin shits
and hymen thingy and you go and fuck a virgin chick.. Suddenly she bleeds and ur
dick covered with blood what will you reaction be?"

Guess what was his answer?

"my reaction will be like why dint we fuck on the right
day of the period wall"

okay.. bottom line. Porn is really not good for health. You don't even learn anything from it even if its the most basic thing like HYMEN!!!! And I thought if you watch porn ur biology must be daym good especially the pembiakan chapter. Turned out I was wrong. SO wrong.....

Catwoman

2006-09-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

It was Sunday and I thought happily to myself that I wanted to stay at home and study for my next day trials. While happily studying or should I say not-so-willingly-but for SPM's-sake I was studying and my phone suddenly rang. Farahani send me a message asking me if I was interested in joining a get together makeup session that day.

Knowing me, I love all these pwetty-pwetty stuff. Felt so tempted.There was this little voice in me kept telling me not to go.

"No Michelle don't go. you have to study. Don't go!!"

But yet without giving a second thought I immidiately said yes without feeling guilty and quickly got ready. Soon after that Deena's sister, kak Su picked me up from Jelatek.
Fast forward.. I reached there ( it was at someone's house.. God.. I dun even know who but the landscape of the house was excellent) . Then bersalam-salaman with all the kakaks there and the makeup session began. It was so awesome!!! There were a few demo bout ways to put different types of makeup and technique for different occasions.

I think this Kakak wooppsss-I-forgot-her-name is pretty. She is so sweet.

Then it was my turn to get makeup!! I was so excited. Like jakun like that I was smilling from ear to ear non-stop.. hahahah... Anyway. I had this smokey eye style makeup done by kak Su. it somehow made me look like cockeyed.. .=" and it made me look like a catwoman in a way. =.=" When I saw my face through the reflection of the mirror, I was like

"Owh my god!!!!!!!! I look like a witch!!! No!! a catwoman!!"
Then my smart arse camera ran outa battery. Biatch!!
When I reached home. This was the first reaction I got from lil brat.

Lil brat: "walao, You siao or what? Eiyer.. why makeup until like that? like mad woman.. "

Me : "oit, its so nice okay!! you dunno anything about fashion. No style la you. And its CAT WOMAN NOT MAD WOMAN OKAY!!!"

then came daddy,

Dad : *was laughin his arse off* " what happen to your face? *continues laughin* you better don't go out like that or else ppl will think you are crazy."

Me : " wehhhh!! why not? nice la okay!!! Its so nice!! I like it!!! dun laugh !!!" =.="

correct onot? SO nice yet they can say look like some mad woman...tsk tsk tsk *shakes head* This is what you call art la You NOT ARTISTIC AT ALL people!!!! They are such meanies.. If not nice then keep it to youself la. Must kutuk depan depan summo.. seeesshhh =p

Lil brat took a pic of me without me knowing. like so poyo only..
Then I decided to take a picture of myself. *poser*

I like it a lot!! hurmss.. I should put on this kinda makeup often next time instead of plain mascara and lip gloss... hehehe..

At the end of the day I regreted for not studying for trials. sigh. I flunk my whole BM paper. Stupid rumusan. I fugged up the whole thing!!! I almost cried. I think I did. No. I cried. ='( *sobs* Wish me luck for My english paper tomorrow!!

P/s: Its GRAEME YAP's Birthday today!! Thanks for the

treat Graeme!! Happy birthday to You. Love ya loads mi fwen!!

Random-dom-dom

2006-09-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

Since Jolene posted HER PICTURE WITH SCOTT. I decided to post mine too. haha. Not like I drool over this white scootish dude oso.. =) But still "You jump I jump. You post I post"
kind of policy la. hehe.

Jolene goes goo-goo-gaa-gaa over him. Pity that poor dude because Jojo is always bugging him to take picture with him. wakakaka.
Anyway, back to me.
I got bitten by BIG-FAT-HORRYFYING-RED ants. Daym pain and it itchs so badly I feel like banging my head against the wall. *bangs*

Statue of Liberty

2006-08-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

Wu liao-ness..

History of the Statue of Liberty.

One bright sunny day on the year 2006.The great Michelle was bored and decided to style Jojo's hair. A few pen will do the trick. *Taa-daa.. *
Next Jojo was forced to be a statue.
"aiyah. Take the bottle and history note book will do la. Go stand on the chair."

Shall name the statue "STATUE OF SAY NO TO SPM". And from now on Michelle shall be named MICHELLE THE GREAT for contributing such excellent art work.

...................................... THE END...................................

My holiday

2006-08-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I blog. I wanna say thanks to those who were always by my side whenever I'm feeling shitty and all. =) THANKS. *muacks*

Anyway. A few blury-dury pictures I took during the holidays using my stoopid phone since I lost my camera. But no worries!! I got a new camera already!! hehe.. Bought it on the 27th of August 2006. *lalalalalalalala* i'm a happy gal. Gonna blog bout how I spent my holiday this time.

After the fight with my mom I decided go out and chill. I had dinner with Jo that day and after that we went over to JJ. Jo spotted this really chunted tee with cool writing on it. It says

" If all else falls at least I'm hot".

Jolene hot?!! wakakakak.. =p I think she is cute. I spotted this green tee and the both of us can't decided whether to buy or not.

At last we bought it oso la..

NEXT day,
Went out with Manraj for movies. It was his treat..
awww. thanks darling =)
CLick was superb hilarious!!!

We finally manage to take a picture of us and me not looking short. God.. we tried like a zillion times and its either you can't see my face or you can't see his.. I'm too short or what??!! I feel fucking short standing next to him.

I had fun.

Next day, Tsing called me up and she was crying. She wanted to meet up with me cause she needs to chill. And again, we hanged out at KLCC. We sat at coffee bean for like 5 hours plus and tried studying history but failed. Tsing was trying to seduce this not bad looking-but a bit-plump waiter.. wakakkaka.. I had fun too.

Yup. that is all. Have to study la. kenot play play any more.. *yaya. as if you gonna study la* People say no pain no gain. I'll say too much pain no life.

I want to run away.

2006-08-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

Ever wish your mom would go to hell?
Ever wish your mom dead ?
Ever felt like runing away from home?
I did.

I am so sick of all these shits. I quarrel and fight with my mom EVERY SINGLE shitty day of my life. (if u tell me u quarrel with your mom everyday, trust me.. Its nothing like mine) Everytime she sees me she starts yelling and screaming at me as if I've owed her in my previous life. She calls me a prostitute. ME? PROSTITUTE? She calls me names with such hurtful words.. bohsia.. What have I done wrong? She calls me a hopeless..Useless.. Good for nothing daughter. I'm fine with it. I get that most of the time. I'm immune to it anyway. She likes to talk about the past. She has been repeating and nagging, often reminding me for the mistake I once did 6 BLOODY FUCKING years ago. If a kid was born 6 years ago, that lil child would be in kindy by now. It wasn't even a mistake if you look at it. I bought this pair of boots and I wore it only twice when I was 12 and she blames me till today for buying it.

I hate my life. I envy others who has great moms. They joke and poke fun at their moms while every joke I tell my mom is like an insult to her. She complaints ever single time I ask her to drive me around of fetch me from somewhere including tuition classes. She scolds me through out the whole journey without giving me a break. I have no choice.. She blames me for the things I never do. She said it is my responsibility to help her out with to house chores but when I do it, she doesn't even appreciate it. In fact she scolds me for not doing it well. I've cleaned my room but yet she says it is still messy and it looks like a pig's sty. What ever I do she can only see the bad side of it. Why must I live life to please her?

I don't drink, smoke nor do I do drugs, I don't fight. But yet she claims that I have such bad manners. Don't blame me. I was brought up like that. She talks to me in that tone of voice and expects me to reply nicely? NO WAY!! She chases me out of the house every now and then. WHY SHOULD I GET OUT? IT IS HER RESPONSIBILITY to take care of me. Right?

Everytime I tell her that it is her responsibility to be responsible for her own daughter. She replies me with a cold tone. " you are not my daughter. I dun have to be responsible for you,"
Your mother ever said that to you? I doubt. If you don't want to take responsible of me DON'T GIVE BIRTH TO ME IN THE 1st place!!!She refuse to admit I am her daughter. She tells me not to acknowledge her. She tells me not to talk to her. FINE. Most of the time I end up not talking to her for months. She curses me. Hoping I'll die soon. Hoping I'll be strike by lighting. Hoping I'll go to eternal hell. I can't take it anymore. She nags and nags and nags. Its so annoying. While typing this I can hear her nagging at my poor dad. I think this family is going down the drain. IT IS ALL BECAUSE OF HER.

I want to get out from this house. If I was given a choice, I would rather live under the bridge rather than to live in this demonic house. Life is so miserable here. I get scolding everyday withour fail. The very minute she sees me until I go to bed. If you can stand it. I'm telling you I CAN'T take it anymore. I've been so patient all this while. I'm giving up hope. I wished I could run and run and run whitout looking back.
I'm not seeking sympathy. I am jsut unhappy with my life.
Take me away. Anywhere.

Melawati World Cup 2006

2006-08-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

Woppssieee.. Picture a lil' too tiny. 5 alpha Vs 5 Beta.

Guys go crazy over footie like how all gals go crazy over MEGA sales.

While walking into the school's compound this morning,

Anusha: "Today they guys are having their football match. Finals today. 5 Alpha against 5 Beta."
Me :" Ouh yea! last week was semi-final right?"
Anusha :" Yeap. Have to wish them good luck. I hope our class wins."

But the weirdest thing is.. how come every week they play against the same people? It is like no matter win or lose you will still somehow make it to the finals.. =.=".. See..

Quater Final - 5 Beta VS 5 Alpha.
Semi Final - 5 Alpha VS 5 Beta.
Final - 5 Beta VS 5 Alpha.

Got difference meh??

Anusha :" Weh. Dun play play u know!! They even have strategy."
Me :" Watafak? Serious shit?"
Anusha :" Yalar!! They even drew the position of each player and got ramalan summo."
Me :" Ramalan? wakakkaka.. It's jz a stupid game la."
Anusha :" REALLY!!! They play like world cup you know!! Got penalty kick and all.They even have a few predictions the DOs and the NOTs that might affect their score like..
If they masturbate before the game .
If they pray / sembahyang subuh before the
game.
If it rains before the match.
If it doesnt rain the score might be different.
Me :" *laughing my arse off*.. I think I wanna go watch them play the finals today!!"

Watafak?? What does masturbating got to do with scoring a goal?.. So next time if David Beckham scores a goal, someone should go up to him and ask if he had masturbate before the match...

The game was pretty entertaining as I watched them kicking the ball not-into-the-goal but into the god damn LONGKANG!!! I counted it went in the god damn longkang like 18 times!! I can't believe a person like me who don't know and don't care a single thing bout footie stood at the field for a whole hour watching them play and got kissed *bitten* by millions of stupid mozzie..*daym itchy*

Anyway. The score was
5 Alpha- 4 goals
5 Beta - 0 goals

Way to go Alpharians!!!

Monday Blues.

2006-08-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

Trying to talk to someone whom I've not been talking for quite a while feels kinda awkward.
But I did promise to try. I will try.

School was like the normal usual.

7 o'clock - woke up. Brushed my teeth and wash my face. Walking up and down in my room aimlessly.
7.10 a.m- took my bath and got ready for school. No breakie because I was late like always.
7.20 a.m- got my stuff ready and rushed into the car where daddy was waiting for me.
7.22 a.m- put my socks and shoes on. *hehe. I do it in he car*
7.26 a.m- Tied my hair.
7.30 a.m- reached school.
Bell rang. Class starts.

We had moral as our first subject. IT WAS DEADLY BORING. The teacher made us copy useless notes and she was like talking to the walls instead of us. I think she is pregnant. Not quite sure. I kinda felt like asking her if she is pregnant because of the obvious bump on the tummy but was too afraid to do so. I meant. What if in case she is not pregnant and she gets offended and thinks that she had grown fatter which made her look like she is pregnant? No good though. Jian Ping was sitting beside me in class in it was so nice of him to share his raisins with me. I was eating while teacher was teaching and ended up eating all up and left almost nothing for the poor dude..wopppsiee..

Next we had HISTORY. En. Azman Jindol (what kind of name is that?? JIN-DOL. It makes me feel like I wanna eating cendol..) was freakish-ly freaky. I wonder why is eveyone so afraid of him. Everytime he comes in we had to act like an innocent bunch of angels. Take our books out and force ourselves to concentrate while our friends do their presentation. We studided about World War I and II. It was cool. History was taking forever to end.

Then it was the time I had waited patiently for all these while -RECESS!!. I had macaroni from the school's canteen and it was superb yummy. Alvin pushed me from the back while I was buying macaroni. When I told the mak cik canteen that I wanted macaroni, Alvin said its not macaroni. It is pasta. Big difference la.

After recess we had ADD MATH. Our add math teacher Pn. Zaharah Saad drives me up the wall. She does everything super fast and wouldn't even give us a break. zuup-zuup-zuup. She was never late for class. But she is a great teacher. Time passes so fast during add math because all of us were so busy counting and thinking and never even bother to take notice of the time.

Later we had physics. I doink-ish-ly forgot to bring my book and I had to share with someone else and could hardly concentrate. Nothing much in physics though. But but but.. I found out who Hiew wee Kiat likes!! yipppeeeeee.... I know its no biggie la.. But still.. HIEW WEE KIAT LIKING SOMEONE is a humongous thingie!! Its better then Paris Hilton makin out with angelina Joile I tell you!! My jaw dropped when I found out who the gal was.. wakakkakakakakkaka.... Holy cow!!!!

We were suppose to have our chemistry class from 1.10 until 2.30.. But all of us were too lazy and manage to persuade the teacher to cancel the class off and went back early. wottsss.. =)

urh.. my longest crappy post ever..

*cheers*

A guy.

2006-08-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

Someone tagged Wy Lyn and Wy Lyn tagged me. So here we goooooooooo.... Make sure you do it too..

8 Characteristics I would want in a partner:

1. Treats me like an angel *winks*

2. Humble and polite. * I daym kenot tahan show offs*
3. Wise and be able to guide me in life.
4. Considerate and patient.

5. Able to make me feel safe.
6. Outgoing and entertains me all the time.
7. Caring and loving.
8. Respects and understands me.

p/s: Sesiapa yang berminat dan berasa layak serta mempunyai ciri-ciri di atas boleh dapatkan borang pernyertaan di pondok Pak Cik Guard Smktm. wakakaka. =p

7 People that are about to get tagged or will be tagged soon:

(Just copy paste into your post)

1. Jolene.

2. June.
3. Nisha.
4. Yu Wen.
5. Alvin.

6. Sue Ann.
7. Graeme.

I am superb madly-deeply-stupidly-crazyly in LOVE with Joshua Ang!!! *melts* ahhhhhhhh..
He is so cuteeeeeeeee!!!!! He is such a hawtie isn't he?

Here is my plan::
I'm going to Singapore. Hunt him down and MARRY HIM!!!
wakakkakaka... xp
Impossible is nothing yah!!
So from now on, lets pretend Joshua Ang is my BOYFRIEND. can onot? =p

*JOSHUA*

Pathetic me. =X don't blame me. It's cupid's fault. wakakakaka

Grow up! Grow up!

2006-08-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA sekejap.. *kua kua kua*....

pheewww.. it is finally over..
Our first SPM trial paper started today. I've already sat for my MORAL paper today and will be sitting for the rest of the papers next month which is after the holiday. At least I have the whole holiday to study and I am running out of time. Since I'm taking 11 subjects, so that means 1 down and 10 more to go!! Moral was tough. Can die weh.

The form3 kids were sitting for their PMR trials in the hall today too as I walked pass. It somewhat reminded me of the past when I was once in form3. Time passes so fast and PMR feels like it just happened yesterday to me. ='( *sobs* Even though 2 years has gone by but the feeling of nervous when I sat for my PMR still remains in me. Now I have to sit for my SPM and soon I'll have to leave school and join the outside world. I am so not ready. I'm like a small kid trapped in an adult's body. I feel like I am forced to grow up.

When I was 12, people used to tell me

" alar, UPSR kacang je. Sure can score well one".

Yea right.. I manage to score pretty well la.
When I was 15, the form 4 peps used to tell me

"alar,PMR easy only. Sure can get straight A's la"

Okay la. I manage to score pretty well too.
Now I'm in form5. How come NO ONE comes up to me and say

"alar SPM kacang putih , easy only, sure can get straight A1's!!!"
=.="

NOBODY okay !!!

UPSR and PMR can 'taram' and 'tembak' !!.
But but...SPM....
"NOT that I don't want to 'taram' or 'tembak'. The problem is I don't even know what to 'taram' and 'tembak'"

*Sigh*......

PMR 2004. Me and my bunch of non-muslim friends who manage to score Straight A's .

102 people from Melawati high manage to obtain straight A's for PMR that year. But can we all score straight again for SPM this year?? wakakkaka.... I feel dead.

What Gender is Your Brain

2006-08-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatgenderisyourbrainquiz/">What Gender Is Your Brain?

Pretty obvious that I am a girl hor? =p

Name-o-eeeeeee

2006-08-08T08:37:00.000+08:00

Michelle Yen --
[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

=.="
I think this thing is pure bullshit.

Every morning I wake up promising myself that I will study study study. Nothing else but to STA-DEE. But yet I repeat the same mistake by not keeping my promise everyday again and again. *slaps myself* The semangat-ness in me actually made me skip school again today so that I can stay at home and start 'studying' for SPM a.k.a Saya Pasti Mati..

Urhhhhhh.......guess what...

Yes yes.. You've guessed it right again. I didn't study at all. First I'll say I'll feel guilty ...then I'll do nothing about it. *bah*.. GUESS WHAT AGAIN?!! I ended up cleaning my room which I seldom or more like NEVER did. Okay, may be not excetly NEVER clean it lah. But I do clean it when I have visitors or friends dropping by or putting up a night at my place =p. Mind you, it is really in a messy condition.

Mommie : Wahh.. how come so rajin? Your fwen coming izzit?
Me : Huh?? No la. Y kenot clean izzit? *even mommie noticed that I only clean up my room when someone is coming* =.="
Mommie : Dun lie. I'm sure someone is coming. Tell me who is coming!
Me : Really!! No one is coming!! I swear!! Y can't I clear my room??!! You've been complaining how messy it is right? So now I clear lo..
Mommie : Yea right.......

See.. When it comes to studying, I would end up doing something else. I would rather clean up my room than to study. AND MIND YOU. I hate clearing up my room simply because I'm L.A.Z.Y. And to force me to clean up my room is like pushing an amount of 100,000 elephants into a truck. *that bad*. BUT I'd pick clearing up my room over studying.

Next time if someone comes up to me and ask me this

" would you rather clear up your room or to study?"

This is my final answer : CLEAR UP MY ROOM.

Old school.

2006-08-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

Cool shoots.
This is what you call PURE SKILLS. *ehem ehem.. sorry to be a lil' perasan*
wakakaka.. By the way, just in case you don't know or didn't notice,

I TOOK THESE PICTURES ALL BY MYSELF!!

=p *clap clap clap*

Britons : On your mark

Malaysians:Alamak

Britons : Get set

Malaysians: gesek

Britons : Go!!

Malaysians : Lari!!!!!!!

P/s: Check out the smoke from the gun !! cool-ness. me love it.. YAY!!

I miss my camera. *sobs* ='(

D. A. Y

2006-08-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

Finally....
After a million centuries, I've manage to catch the movie Pirates Of the Caribbean 2!! Yaya.. I know Lame-o me... Watched it with Jolene at KLCC after tuition and it was totally awesome!!!
But but.. I just wanna announce.... that I am officially

IN LOVE WITH JOHNNY DEPP !!! *drools* *melts* * he is so cute*

And and.. I love sales!! They make me go goo-goo-gaa-gaa.. They drive me high..
Jolene and me did a little shopping too.
Walking round and round the mall aimlessly so we decided to go for 'FLIP FLOP HUNTING'. I ended up buying a pair of wedges instead =.=" cheh...
The both of us bought a few other clothings too!! =)

Now..here I am back home. Mommie and lil brat went to Bukit Tinggi leaving daddy and me home alone. wakakka.. FREEDOM!! Nobody to nag at me for 48 hours!!! wotttsss.... I shall go partying in my room by myself.. =p

Unfair.

2006-08-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

This World is so unfair.

No no. I am not complaining.
I have cool parents and great friends and a annoying lil brat as my sister.
My life is completely all right.

I'm just shocked to find out that a few people from my school were almost forced into prostitution..
Seriously.. That was the last thing I would ever think of if it ever happens to anyone around me... And all this while I thought things like this only exist in movies and story books. Thank god good Samaritan manage to save them from such cruel people. Come to think bout it they are just around my age. say 17? And they had to go through so much suffering. Some of them even had to live on streets for weeks without proper shelter and food.
They had no choice.
They were neglected.
They don't know the meaning of LIFE.
The don't know the use of learning and progressing in life.
They don't see any future.
Simple.

I shall not complain about my life anymore.

Ah beng and Ah lians.

2006-08-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

Boredom can make me do miracles. I was bored out of my own skull and decided to edit my pictures again. You might call it vain. I call it fun! haha =p and ouh ouh. I found this picture I took d other day while I was hanging out at Nina's place.

It reminds me of the good old days where I used to pose like a typical ah lian. No offence.
Someone holds up a camera and .......

Puff up our cheeks (konon wanna act cute)
Open up our eyes as if they are gonna pop out. (to hide the fact that chinese have mata sepet)
smiles (not showing off any teeth.)
And a hand beside our face eg: a peace sign. gun sign. 3 fingers sign. salute sigh. etc etc. (it's like a compulsory thingy)

1...2...3... *click* picture taken..

=.=" stoopid la.

Anyways. Was hanging out in the school's library cause we Persada members had to finish up a couple of stuff for the yearbook and do some re-checking before approving the printing people to publish it. I can't wait to see the outcome!

I saw KJ in the library. I went behind him.............. and poke him!! wakakaka.....

KJ: man...you got my hopes high today.... ( he though some kinda hawt chick was hitting on him. aww.. poor him. Oits!! so I'm not hawt la now.. takpe takpe.. LOL)
Me: wakakka.. sorry to squash em..
KJ: hai..potong lar... lol
Me: u daym perasan la...
KJ: wei..it's not everyday i get poked by girl.

I was laughin my arse off..I don't know whats the point of typing this out. But I just felt like it. =)

Cheers.**********

2006-08-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Dear Michelle,

Please start studying.

Love,

Michelle.

Comment on sale.

2006-07-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

I was so sick of being sick that I actually picked myself up and went for a jog. The ter-amat-sangat-semangat-ness..
I WAS JOGGING IN THE RAIN.

*rain rain go away come again another day, little michelle wants to play.. urh wrong wrong.. michelle wants to jog.*

The song kept forcing itself into my head while I jog. I miss being small again. Me wanna be 3 again. Life was so much more easier then. Mommie and daddy took care of everything and all I did was play, eat, sleep and of corse how can I forget the most important one - CRY-.

Like a princess.

I was having doubts if my fever would get worst by jogging in the rain. BUT NO!! It became better!!! wakakaka.. please la hor. I dun wanna get sick ever again..
I was going through a few of my friend's blogs and I found something cool. Like this one..

If you comment on this post:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.

Haiyo. If u leave a comment, I shall have to sit down and crack my heads and fry my brains thinking of what to write about YOU. So hey YOU! please have mercy on me. But since I am a nice person.. nah.. I'll sacrifice just for YOU. =p

See me party not.

2006-07-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am still sick.
I am so sick of being sick.
Everything is not okay.
I am definitely not okay.
I hate it when I am not okay.

urh... Me just got back from Pranav's party. The party was pretty crowded and it was definitely a blast but all I did was just sat there watching others dancing happily on the dance floor just because I wasn't feeling well. So pathetic la. I am so in love with Pranav's back yard waterfall. Omigosh, it is super duper pretty I tell ya!!!*build one fer me! me! me!* Too bad I don't have a picture of it. sigh....

The party rawks. Except for the fact that the host did not serve beers or else I would be enjoying it much more. =) I had BBQ lamb and a tiny bit of potato salad and lots and lots of chocolate cake from secret recipie. *yummy* For once I actually felt old at the party. I meant like HELLO??!! most of the peps there are just 15 goin on 16 and I am not-yet-17-but-soon-to-be-17. hehehe. =p

But honestly, I would rather prefer a party where by everyone just sit down, drink beer and chat and music. Ouh ouh, must have lots and lots of chocolate cakes and brownies too!!! Yea yea, I know it is boring. But hack. I like it that way.

Thats all. I am tired. Gimme a break. I don't wanna be sick anymore.

Me sick.

2006-07-28T13:08:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeee........ I can finally blog again!!
*wonder whats wrong with it last night.. hurmmss*

To my dear friend Manraj-san,

Weh!! Your post daym MARKET MUKE can onot!!!

What you think this is? A pen pal corner eh? Summo can

kutuk me nicely!! Better watch out you! I'll poke you when I

see you next time!!! Anyway thanks!! You know I know that

you know I love you mi fwen!!! =p

Love Michi

I would like to announce that I am officially....

* SICK *

All thanks to Jolene la.

"See now.. I am sick already. All thanks to you la Jolene. Spread to me. happy la now?!!"

"muahahhaha. yah. Very happy!!!" *evil grin*

Waloa. So evil. I am down with a flu and a slight fever and sore throat. I feel like dying. Imagine this......

Mr. Evil-devil Bacteria : hello baybeh. What kinda sickness would you like to have?

Me me!! : ouh.. No thanks. I dowan to get sick.

Mr. Evil-devil Bacteria : Nono!! Kenot kenot!! It is compulsory for you to pick one.

Me me!! : urh.. but but.. eiyer.. okay lo. Can I have the flu?

Mr. Evil-devil Bacteria : I am sorry baybeh. We only have packages which consist FLU+COUGH+SORE THOART+FEVER+HEADACHE. Buy one get one free and you can share it with your friend. Sharing is caring. Caring is love.

Me me!! : heh? Hav to buy summo? only one package ke? no other choice? But but but.. why must it all come in one package? your service daym teruk la. I wanna see your manager!!

Mr. Evil-devil bacteria : Talk to the hand coz the face don't care.

and before I could say anything he just stuffed the whole package of sickness into me!! bad bad.. *sobs* not fair not fair!!! sigh... And now Nina is also down with a flu.. wakakakakakakaka.. Don't balme me. Mr. Evil-devil Bacteria said sharing is caring and caring is love. I LOVE YOU NINA!! wakakkaka.. =p Lets spread the LOVE people!!! Me wanna go rest.

Michelle dot Manraj com

2006-07-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with my blardy Internet Explorer. I can’t even blardy blog !!!Blardy hell. I am so blardy God damn angry okay!! Can cry you know !!But a million thanks to MANRAJ who was willing to upload pictures and edit my post for me. *That is how desperate I am okay !!! *Ouh ouh.. I was bored and found a few pictures of me and my ex-school mates and decided to edit them since I was DEAD BORED. They are my besties and will all always remain as my best friends I HEART em very very much !!! =)

Hahaha... Hello People that read my friend dear Michelle's blog of doom and paranoia.. Lol.. Just joking michelle..Anyway , she gave me(which if you dont you know by now , I am Manraj a.k.a Cheese , Manny , blah blah blah.. ak 47..etc etc) a chance to blog .. so let me tell you what i think about her..
1. She looks more and more like an aunty everytime i see her you know.. except at that bm seminar..
2. Always in the lrt will never EVER come and tegur me.. HHmmmppff... Bloody hell.. tidak menghormati orang yang hampir sebulan lebih tua daripada kamu.. Haha.
3. Definetely not your usual Chinese girl.. Kinda wacky.. but sweet at the same time.. =)
4. Instead of saying hi when on MSN , she'll nudge first.. Kinda scary if she actually did that in reality.. I might fall over into the lrt rail tracks if we're at a lrt station.. *looks conspicious..touches wood*
5. Cant believe she let me did this blogging thing.. Mind you.. It's my first time.. Muahahaha..I want to make a blog , but it's time consuming and I kind of get bored with the internet nowadays...
*sidenote : talk more about self*

I am from the 'other' side of Melawati.. Well not literally.. I'm studying in SMK Wangsa Melawati
but i live in Ukay Perdana.. Near Hani Mohsin and Dato K's place.. hehehe.. Siti will get a surprise visit from me.Imagine this...

M: Hello Siti (with Sean Connery's voice of course)
S : Oh , I've been waiting for you..
M: Is Dato K*te here ?
S : Don't mind that D*ckhead.. Let's start our own journey together.. blah blah blah , you know the rest..

*looks back*.. Wait , that convo was gay-ish ... BAH , NEVERMIND..
Anyway , dear old micchy is complaining , better stop here..
Hope i get to do this again.. Bye bye people.. Comment if you like my post more than michelle's .. Hahahahaha.. Sayonara.

I passed!! I passed!!

2006-07-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

I so want to show off.

I PASSED MY UNDANG TEST !!!

Call me VAIN. wakakakakaka =p

Driving theory.
I wasn't at all ready for the whole thingy. I swear to God I did not study a single shit for the test. Was so worried that I would fail and it would be super duper embarrassing!! I felt like a cold blooded creature before the test and could barely feel the heat from my body. Butterflies were flying up and down in my lil tummy.

But tadaa ..here I am NOW. I PASSED!! Perfect full score 50/50 !! *winks* woottsss.... Not to mention I manage to score higher than Jojo, Nina and Mr Alvin too!! muahahhahaha. Pure luck.

How I wish my add math results are as good as my undang's results.
*DREAM ON michelle*....

Friendship.

2006-07-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why do I even bother typing this useless piece of junk out. Ouh well... I have been keeping my mouth shut for so long without saying a word, so I think it is time for me to voice out a piece of my mind for once and for good.

Can someone define the meaning of FRIENDSHIP?
Can anyone prove that Jolene and me BACK STAB our 'best friend'?
Can anyone prove that the both of us are HYPOCRITES?

Anyone or no one? hahahahahaha..

Someone would called their best friends as her can't be trusted friends and would prefer to call others who bitch behind her back more than we do as her most trusted friends. What can I say? *laughs*

For God's sake. Stop going around asking people why they hate YOU. Stop going around asking people if they are still YOUR friends. Stop asking people what they have against YOU.

The problem is YOU. YOU are too afraid to lose your friends. YOU are trying way too hard to fake the friendship. Tell you what. This is not working.I am sick of all this. YOU said YOU still want to be friends with us? I tell YOU what. I don't need this friendship.

YOU have YOUR most trusted friends. Please remind me that walls have ears and eyes too. And I am the cant be trusted one. Guess I am not important anymore. Thanks for all the treat and joy YOU once brought into my life . I shall smile and greet when I see YOU. But deep inside, YOU know. Everything is never going to be the same again. Everything was okay at first but YOU made it worst. I shall type no more. I shall talk bout it no more. Since YOU have A WHOLE FUCKING BUNCH of trusted friends.. I suggest YOU to go back to YOUR TRUSTED friends then. I am not worth your time.

P/s: Ever wonder how I found out what YOU were talking bout us behind OUR back? Try asking YOUR MOST TRUSTED FRIENDS.

* I shall continue laughing till I drop dead*

No ONG la.

2006-07-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

Couldn't go online for quite a while since something went wrong with my internet connection. =(
But no worries!! I am BACK baybeh!! *wakakaka*.

Everthing is so not going the right way. In fact, I actually have a BLARDY FUGGING long list of unlucky incident I had to go through for the past few days. *Still counting and it is scarying me shitless.*
Why me? Why? *sobs*

LITTLE STUPID BRAT a.k.a my dumb arse sista LOST MY DIGICAM!!!! I am so pissed. How can someone be so stupid to leave the god darn camare in the bag and leave it outside the school's hall? So stupid so fucking stupid!! SO IRRESPONSIBLE can onot?!!
After losing it she still can fucking go shopping at KLCC with her bunch of kido friends. I am so A.N.G.R.Y !! How can she don't give half a fuck while I cried myself to sleep that night and my eyes were like gold-fish-eyes swallon the next morning?!!! And can you believe it? No one scolded her for losing it! NOONE! Bastard. I am never going to see my cam again. I want my camera back. I pray every night so that those who stole my cam will be crush and squash into million pieces and burn to death in a terrible accident and go to eternal HELL. Amen. god bless.

SPM is about 113 days away *I think*. Trial is just a month away. I feel dead. *yaya i know. dead is not a feeling. but still??!!*

Woootttsss. I've attended my Kursus Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu (KPP) last Saturday and I hope to pass my undang soon!! Yay! Planning to take my motocycle and driving LICENCES soon too!! *tralalalalalalalala* But I can only start driving after my SPM since I'll only be 17 by the end of the year. But who cares? I finally can drive!! *sobs* eiyer. but but but.. my cute pretty and handsome friends can drive me around kan kan kan?? =p

Last but not least. I was selected to attend NATIONAL SERVICE!!!! woohooo.. *tralalalalala ding ding* I am feeling excited!! Yay! * imagine me jumping up and down* I get to play with guns!! =p *jakuness* Bet there are gonna be lots of perverts there too eh? hurmsss..

And my mommie thinks her stupid gold fishies are cuter than I am. HEH!!! how can like that??

"eh. See see. MY gold fishies are so cute. See me only they get excited"
"Where got? They see me oso get excited what."

" No lah. They can reconize me. see" *pokes the glass aquarium*

"okay. But at least I am cuter then em what? no?"

"NO!! You are not cute at all especially when u started talking!!!"

"But.. but.. how can you compare me to ur fishies?" =.="

I think she doesn't love me anymore. *sobs*

My first visit.

2006-07-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hari Moral Daerah Gombak. My first visit to such place ( crappo. I forgot the name of the place. But its like somekinda old folks home) . Too lazy to type. Let the pictures do the talking. =) *tired*

Students from all over Gombak district attended the event. Students from different schools performed to entertain the residents there. As for my school , everything was a last minutes thingy. I got the script 7.30 this morning , discuss about in in the car and we only manage to rehearse 3 times before the performance. Typical Melawatians. =.=" *daym kan cheong* GUESS WHAT. Our performance was reserved for the VIPs to watch. wootttt!!! *melawatians rawks* We somehow manage to present the whole sketch without any mistake eventho each an everyone of us were so nervous and I almost fainted. hahaha =p A guy actually came up to me and said:

" You guys done a great job".

hahahahahahahaha...

And I ALMOST. lemme repeat ALMOST manage to get to know the Japanese dude.. *sigh* I was to SHY. =.=" Now im starting to regret. *sobs*

Firemen to the rescue.

2006-07-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

I heard the fire engine's siren outside my house while I was chatting online . As usual me and my kepo-ness, I grabbed my camera and ran as fast as possible to check out what happened and was one of those early birds to reach the scene. My heart was beating fast.Thousands of questions were running through my brain.

"Was it a fire? What if the fire spread so fast and burn down my house? I won't have the time to save my stuff."

But I saw no fire. Everyone was staring up at a tree.* pheeww*. Such a relief.But what were they staring at?

STUPID DUMB-DUMB BLACK CAT.. It just jumped off the tree as if nothing happened. Make us panic only.*cheh* Those firemen looked pretty pissed. I can tell by the look on their faces. I'd feel daym pissed too if I it happens to me. I think I'd go around shouting and mocking at the dumb-dumb who called the firemen. *doinks*

Moral of the story :

Make sure you check properly before calling the firemen. Have mercy on them. Pity them.And please please PLEASE don't make a fool out of yourselves.

Bad Gurl.

2006-07-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

I am a bad bad bad gal. Skipped school again today because I was a scardy cat. Don't dare to sit for my monthly test. *I am feeling really guilty for skipping. I promise not to skip anymore next time*Heh~~!!! But I am not the only one this time!! *lalalalalalala* Lemme list out a few names who skipped too!!

Nina the genius ( see. Even the gurl who gets 1st in class skips too!!)
Ziba the budak gedik (another smart arse)
Alvin-vinno (konon alasan sakit lahh)
Porn king Ping ( urm.. good luck.)

And me!! See.. I am not the only one okay!! taadaa..Welcome to the club people!! hahaha.. At least I made an effort to wake up early and go over to Nina's place to join the rest for our study group. But as usual, we ended up doing something else like watching a korean movie - "a millionair's first love " .It was so touching and sad and the main actress is so not pretty and Hyun Bin is cute. I cried *sobs* And ouh ouh ouh!! I even went for tuition after that. Daym semangat okay! =D

Time is money. The both of them started studying in the LRT on tjhe way to tuition while I couldn't be bothered to even take my history book out. Lazy Pig I am one. And Ziba kept repeating the same line like a zombie

." MUST STUDY MUST STUDY"

aiyor. Go ahead and don't remind me. SPM is just 118 more days away. I need to dig my own grave now and start preparing for my funeral. And remind me to carve my tomb stone too..

Before heading home. I realised the sky was full of haze!! Felt as if I couldn't breath no more. SAVE THE PLANET PEOPLE!!!!

Say NO.

2006-07-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

I HATE EXAMS. I HATE TEST.

*Everyone.. Repeat after me. SAY NO TO EXAMS!!* If the governmet can have a campaign againts smoking. In that case I can definitely have a campaign against exams too.. =X .

I don't get it. Why must we all sit for exams? Why are grades so important? It made my life a complete misery. I skipped my test for the first time in history today. I felt like I wasn't ready at all for the test and feeling rather guilty now.But again, I would rather skip it than to flunk it. I am getting more and more lazy as time goes by. SOMEBODY!! HELP ME!!! wake me up from my lazyness!!! *sobs*.. I shall now go and slap myself till death. *slaps*

Interesting Facts

2006-07-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

OMIGOSH!! Guys are Superb Duperb SICKO freaks I tell you!!

I skipped class and hung out with Juney and a bunch of guy friends today. They were 'educating' Juney and me about dick facts. =.="

"Dun ever screw a japanese guy."
"why?"
"Their dick are superb small!!!. It is only 3 fucking inches long!!!!"
"Owh okay. So?"
"What so? The average length of a human dick is 5 inches long!!! Bet theirs can even reach the vagina. "
"Yea doh. How to make babies?"
"oOoOoO........... I din know that.. Wonder why is it stunted? Is it because of the nuclear bomb eh?" *innocent me*
"So is this what you guys usually talk about all the time? "

"Nope. We don't talk. We just do it."
"Ewww.........."

Hello??!! Do you guys actually realise that we girls are sitting here listening to it? They were talking as if we did not exist.!*rolls eyes*They talked about scratching balls, pussy and only god knows what else. Their poor lil' tiny brains are so corrupted!!! tsk tsk tsk *shakes head* The whole conversation was freakin' hillarious. hahaha.Guys can easily defeat girls in the Gossiping Championship I tell you!! I am amazed by the way they gossip nonstop like noone's busniess. *eiyer. summo can complaint we girls gossip too much.. look who is talking la* They come to school everyday with a huge cloud over their head thinking only about sex sex sex.

Anyway, at least I've learned something new today =p

Love shades. Hate him.

2006-07-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! Manage to buy a pair of oversize shades from Petaling street. Daym cheap! Actual price was 28 bux and I manage to bargain and bought it for 15 bux. *proud* Dang I'm so good in bargaining. =p Smart arse Tsing bought hers for 18 bux. And I bought mine for only 15 bux. 3 bux less!! muahahha.

P/s: anyone need some help in bargaining.make sure u tag me along =)

I manage to kill the lazyness in me, drag myself and crawled out of bed slowly and at the same time praying to God asking him to give us 36 hours a day so that every human on God's green earth can have enough of sleep. Say NO to eyebags!! =X you think it is impossible? Think again. Adidas: impossible is nothing. =)

Anyway, I was in the LRT heading for tuition when I bumped into someone I REALLY REALLY REALLY dislike. A guy and I shall not mention his fugly name. I fuging HATE him. Daym pei weh! So suay. Pagi pagi lagi dah bumped into him.*puih* and he was standing right behind me!!! eiyer... Suay!! suay!! suay man!!.. And suddenly I recieve a message from Manraj who was on the otherside of the train.

"Eh. He is behind you. Go hug him"

"Hug him you tell me? Want me to fug him instead onot?"

I felt like punching that fella right in his face. heh! Story not done yet. When I got off the train, I met Nina and Farnaz. They were also in the same train as I was but didn't notice them cause I was too short. =.=" And then suddenly I heard something I never thought I would hear from my friends.

Nina: Weh.. he daym cute weh!! intro la. plz plz plz!! Even Farnaz sed he is hot.
Me : hello?! i thought you were my fwen. You know how much i hate him right?
Nina: alar. puhless la.. lets go sit near him in class
me : *speechless*...
Nina: Now I have a reason to wake up early on weekends to go tuition. So that I can see him.
Me : Watacrap. *shuts up*
Nina: Dun hate him too much la. or else u will end up marrying him.
Me : NO way! I swear I wun! I wud rather marry a cow then.

*rolls eyes* This is what you call FRIENDS. *pei!* See cute guys only all go crazy already. I hate him!! I'm sorry if i offended anyone. Kenot tahan.

Carnival Day

2006-07-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

A few pictures I took during Melawati High's annual Carnival Day. more like Canteen day. It was cool. We PERSADA members decided to have a ghost exhibition since smart ass Julia rejected our proposal on haunted house. Dumbo. Anyway. It turned out really cool. People were dying to get in and some came out crying. LOL. Well done persada members. Love you all!!
The pontianak. Turned out really cool tho. I was scared of it even tho I knew we made it. My fav btw.
Ziba tunjuk-ing his "oh-I'm-so-scared-gonna-pee-in-my-pant" face and Liyana!!
The team members who worked their ass off just to make sure everything goes well. The rest of them are not in the picture.
Something about LUST. Harish wrote the 1st three lines followed by Prash. Miss Busybody me worte the last line. hakhakhak! =) Yaya. I know it doesnt make sense la. But still.... It sounds cool. By the way, someone told me she doesn'yt believe in love at first sight.

"I dun believe in Love at first sight."

"har? why?"

"It doesn't exist. There is no such thing like love at first sight. It is not
even love. It is wat you called LUST"

"But..but..but..urh.urk.urm. I think you've got a point." *shuts up*
I really do think she has a point. I shall agree with her theory from now on.

This pic look so WRONG. Ash trying to bit my finger but it turned out like something else. Think harder. You'll get what I meant. *Sickos*
Beautiful cupcakes baked by Moggie! They are so yummy and preety. Me heart em.

I am mad.

2006-07-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

Lazy old me. I skipped school again. Went to Jojo's place in the morning. We were supposed to sort of 'study'. I asked Jojo to help me out with my add maths cause my add math resutls are so horrifying..terrifying..pissi-fying.. and SPM is just around the the blardy corner!!!

"Jo!! You MUST help me out with my add math you know!"

And Jojo gave me a 'ouh-Michelle-is-mad' kind of stare. -_o

"I'm serious! My mom will give me 200 bux this time if i get an A for my add
math in my monthly test!!!! wehh doh!! 200 bux!! I'll belanja you makan if I get an A and u MUST help me!!!!!!"

Our brains were fried after doing ONLY 11 questions of add math and we decided to stop and started our gossiping cum chatting session. ^^ It went on and on and we can't stop. We DITCH add maths.

Went out for lunch with Jojo later on and went back to school to attend physics class. *how cool. we skipped every single lesson except physics.* Thank god there was no physics for today!! *yays! shouts with joy!!* Went to tuition later on. I bought some beads for lil brat on the way back. She wanted to make some braclets and necklace to be sold on Hari Karnival this saturday. *more about Hari karnival later on *.

*preety stuff*

I heart the black ones.

Pissy-fying.

2006-07-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

A late post. 29th of June 2006. I followed the Melawati High school's choir team for their choir competition held at Dewan Jubli Perak Shah Alam. Apparently I tagged along because I wanted to skip school. =)
* Yay! Million thankx to KJ and Poh Yei for "ajak-ing" me along!*
They were representing the Gombak district for Pertandingan Koir Peringkat Negeri. They manage to kick Smk kepong's asses off the other day during Daerah. Omigosh. You guys should have witness how the Kepong Kids were crying like babies and cursing just because they lost to us, *ehem ehem* SMK TAMAN MELAWATI *prouds* after being the champion for so many years. Total Losers. Kia su-ness.

Okay. Now that they can't take part in the Negeri, they acutally took the effort to appeal so that they can take part. Bah! Kia su-ness!! Lost already still tak tau malu! And guess what? They got in! It is so unfair!!!!! *rolls eyes*. Fine ..watever la. GUESS WHAT AGAIN!??!! The got Champion again this time!!! Lemme repeat myself again. THEY GOT CHAMPION! This whole thing is pure bullshit i tell ya. They sang a song an title "Old McDonald"

"Old McDonald had a farm ei ya ei ya oo.. with a QUACK QUACK here and a QUACK
QUACK there. ei ya ei ya oo" "CHICK CHICK here CHICK CHICK there"

Watafak? Very impressive izzit? What they think this is? A farm? hello??!! Even a three year old kid can sing better I tell you!! So what? If it is like that, we shall sing BAH BAH BLACK SHEEP or TWINKLE TWINKLE LIL STAR next year instead.. ouh ouh. we can also sing "are you sleeping are u sleeping brother john" and put everyone to sleep. heh! The kepong kids can't even pronounce their lyrics properly. eg: Chick chick = tick tick.. LMAO. NO wonder they had to speak animal's language. *bah!* Anyway, I am still proud of my school. We manage to win some "Anugerah Pilihan Juri" award ( i have no idea what it means) . Anyways Congrates peps! Here is a few pictures I took.

Miss conductor a.k.a Poh Yei and Melawati high's choir team.

Singing. Singing. "Putih tulang jangan putih mata." * me love that line*

One choir. One voice. Melawati High's choir team sudah maju.

Melawati peps with convent Klang. They got second by the way. KJ somehow manage to get a hawt babe's number.( staydee arh KJ. KJ pon sudah maju sekarang eyh.)*winks*

Make A Wish

2006-07-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

Something I would really like to see someday. The day
when I see this phenomenon with my own eyes, I'll stop blogging.